slow

our lives seem to be moving at an ever quickening pace, and i believe we should all...just...take time.
look around you. everything has a story. there is beauty in it's history.

i really don't know how to explain this website.
strange? exceedingly so.
it makes me think about stuff though.

http://www.nobodyhere.com/justme/whether.here

"what's really goin' on here?"

i met someone a couple weeks ago.
and i haven't felt so excited in a long time.

BACKTRACK

i've been very lonely in this year of 2009. it started off absolutely horrible.
think of Jan. 1 as the bottom of an oscillating wave- quite literally as depressed as i ever have been. whatever so this wave analogy...it's gone up, been happier. it's gone down, been more upset. but this wave never really peaked above just feeling average.

until recently. i never thought i would say this, but things are looking up.

peace.

hopefully enriching.

The first thing I did before even typing this sentence was to decide on the font. I wanted to make it look nice, you know? It's important that I present myself correctly.

I never had a journal growing up. So this going to be a way for me to open my thoughts and feelings towards the world, and I am eager to see what this teaches me. I don't believe I show enough emotion in real life sometimes- this could be a way of compensating for that, perhaps.

Oh...what am I getting myself into. Keeping a dream journal isn't that bad of an idea either, so that's going to be interesting. I think I'm growing older. I'm more bent on preserving the abstractions of life, instead of the concrete. Some things in life don't really matter more than when I was younger, and I've acquired new things to hold dear to. Because growing older requires an adaptive way of thinking and behavior, and happen I look back on my recorded thoughts 50 years from now, my personality will have matured greatly- thus recollections becoming a didactic experience.