"what's really goin' on here?"

i met someone a couple weeks ago.
and i haven't felt so excited in a long time.

BACKTRACK

i've been very lonely in this year of 2009. it started off absolutely horrible.
think of Jan. 1 as the bottom of an oscillating wave- quite literally as depressed as i ever have been. whatever so this wave analogy...it's gone up, been happier. it's gone down, been more upset. but this wave never really peaked above just feeling average.

until recently. i never thought i would say this, but things are looking up.

peace.